integrity and hormones

We all know how it works. How to get connected with others and feel em.
It was all about the integrity- connected with ppl and regret my defect, reminisce the lovest moment oml.
There are some moment I can be myself whetheless of a intimacy. That's the time I believe in universe. 
I had been loved and even tho I only realize the appreciation of it now, there's nth I are to change.
Trust and Love can flee, which I can't blame. 
 
Imagine of the wet moist ground.
Embrace and memory was its strength but after the heavy rain there's puddle everywhere.
River insist to let them go, but 
There's assortion of puddle, making the ground slushier.
It could be a tragedy that it can not be neither ocean nor earth.
It is what it is.
 
I had once assure that you would seek after my pieces for the rest of ur life.
I never ve seen it comming, however, I am now seeking urs.